Thrill of the New

So much new has happened. New home, new church, new revised friendship with Amber. So much so that I just got some news about the woman I used to love and frankly, I don't feel anything. I'm ready for the world to start sponging again, ready to take it on head on.
But more and more is going my way. I got my 214 fixed without having to travel to bfe to do it. I got back into Martial Arts today and feel like a new man again. I also have been feeling very much like I am hot stuff again, it seems like every time I go out, I get a wink from a cute girl and I don't do anything but wink back and smile. I don't think I'm at the stage of collecting numbers again, but it's nice to know that I am at least liked again.
I don't think I could want to get my old life back, but Im excited to see what God has in store.
I went to a new church on Sunday and frankly, it's not Meridian Woods, but I love it just as much. The singing was a little dry, but overall, the sermon made up for it. The minister def looked like Matthew Mcconaughy and it was slightly distracting but made it interesting.
I think I might apply for a job inside DCF as a child protective investigator. My mom did it for 6 years, and it gives me a foot inside the state government too. It's not a job that I would love, but then again, I don't know that. My mom loved it and i might enjoy helping children. But I'm also not going to count my chickens right now. I don't have the job right now lol.
I'm ready to be on my own again. After 3 years on my own, it's difficult to be dependent on people. But god does things so we can learn and grow.
I just got what some would consider the worst news ever, but right now I'm smiling, I don't know why though. I just feel like it happens and I'm ready to get everything back to normal.
Also,I got a call from a brother in my fraternity and it reminded me that I have family everywhere. I asked him if I could use him as a reference and he not only said yes but he told me that if I ever needed a hot meal, or a nice bed, or anything at all, then to give him a call and he would help me through everything. That just reminds me right there that I'm not alone through my battles. I have friends all around and sometimes I have to be able to depend on someone to get through something. I can't do it all.
I've been here in jacksonville for less than a week, but I've already learned several life lessons and become closer friends with someone than I thought I ever would. I just have a couple more goals and I think everything will be getting back on track.

Thank you guys for never losing the faith in me. I will live up to the expectations. You have my word.